Still a failure, always a failure....

Okay, so I fasted all day because I knew my family was going to take me out to eat and I ordered wonton noodle soup without knowing how many calories are in it but I'm going to guess around 600, and then I could have I should have stopped there but I fucking didn't and I let my cousin Bill buy me a blizzard from DQ that has 560 calories... so that brought my calorie intake for the day over 1000 which is completely disgusting, I wish I could get rid of it, it's evil. FOOD IS FUCKING EVIL! IT'S THE ENEMY, I HATE IT, WHY CAN'T I RESIST IT, I NEED TO BE MORE VIGILANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyway, no excuse for not eating tomorrow so I shan't eat tomorrow. Or Sunday, I can do this fast and get rid of this shit in my body along with tons and tons of pounds.

I was 140 when I started this blog (I didn't update my PT signature) and when I weighed myself this morning I was back down my lowest weight, 136lbs so even if I gained it won't be much or for long, I will go further than 136lbs, I will get to 100 then 96lbs. I WILL I WILL I WILL!